I've never expected if I would be me
I saw my mommy and my dad everyday
They were looked bigger than me
So want to have body as big as them
God hears me
I'm getting older and I grew up
When I saw my neighbor's kid walk
I want walk faster than him
I want to run
I was too confident
I stand up
And I was fail
I don't know how many times I've try it
My knees's like a steak and has no power to stand\
But I was keep trying
I didn't know if just to run
Human start from zero
But, finally
I can stand
And I try to walk
And I'm run
When I was in the kindergarten
I saw my friend wears a beautiful socks
It was purple and has white lace
I want the same socks like her
When I was in the fourth grade
The most beautiful girl in my class has a new haircut
It was look so cool
I whined to my mom and I want better haircut then her
When I was in the six grade
I've become the third winner for the examination
It was different than before
I always got the fist place in my academic
I cried a whole day in my room
And I blame God
When I was in the eight grade
My best friend has a new boy
And he is my first love
I was angry
I don't care she knows or not about my feeling
But I hate her
So much
I went to dorm a year ago
And I was blame my decision
I can't life as free as before
I can't hang out with my besties
I can't watching my favorite TV program
I lost my freedom
When I was in the nine grade
My boyfriend ask me to break up
I asked him, why?
And he keeps silent
And in the next day
I saw him has a date with his ex-girl
And now
When everybody found their dreams
I still confuse with my own life
I don't know what I'm looking for
I burn my time with look other's life
And regret everything that makes me different from them
I realized everything that makes them better from me
But I've never know what I have
I forget to be grateful to have my life
I have a perfect family
I have a beautiful story with my friends
I have a buck of socks although it's white or black
I have better fashion than a disgusting haircut
My friend in the junior high broke up with his boy
And they are nothing now
My ex-boy regrets everything because he reject his scholarship
Just for his girl
And now, they are nothing
When everybody busy with their boy
I have a perfect life with my siblings in my dorm
I can share everything to them more than to my boy
I know I can't be free
But I make my own happiness in this un-free condition
Now I know
Life is not about compare ours with the other's
Life is about doing ours as best as we can
And someday we'll be better than them
"I'm free to be me, LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE"
